Current mood:	unsure
Current music:	coldplay - lovers in japan / reign of love

my mind is too strong to carry on
had a blast in niagara/toronto over the weekend. i really like it there... but you all should know that. pictures here: http://picasaweb.google.com/therosser/Canada2008.

i still have to see batman, maybe tonight. we'll have to see if it'll top iron man as my fav movie of '08.

i've been thinking a lot about pivotal moments in my life... what moments served to fundamentally change my life or my experiences. some felt like the happiest points in my life, others felt like the saddest... and then some just felt mundane, but turned out to mean more than i would have ever expected.

i guess i can trace back (blame) a lot of the issues i'm having now on one of those moments in particular. i've tried moving past it, but i guess i just ran out of ideas. i'm probably up to 57 emails started, unfinished, and unsent. i guess i feel scarred... but i know, i really shouldn't talk. so i won't.

man, when did i become so ambiguous/emo. i guess overall i am happy, i like my life, i don't really want anything more... though maybe i should.

moving on, my current top 5 favorite songs of all time:
5. damien rice - cannonball
4. goo goo dolls - iris
3. journey - don't stop believin'
2. third eye blind - motorcycle drive by
1. edwin mccain - i'll be

i found myself watching project runway yesterday. i didn't realize how entertaining watching people design clothing in a contest environment could be.

this entry is sub-par... maybe the next one will be better.


4 years. i've come so far and gotten nowhere.